Im down ='(

This morning once i woke up i received ah be msg...he told me that he's goin 2 butterworth workng very soon...2nite only discuss this with me...my heart like thousand tonnes of rocks...im sank back to bed and very very sad....ah be if go there working mean we cant alwiz meet d...he will be staying there d...im sad....i cant live alone rite now...i jz cant..i noe that in this world no 1 cnt live without others...but right now i just cant...it's because of we just get bec 2 gtr not long ago...now not yet reli stable down....so it's just not the rite time to have any distances between us...

Last nite only ah be asked me whether i have write down how i felt anot about recently we almost stay 2gtr le...i like stay at his house d...evyday i go working and college...he go working...den at nite i stay at his house...we sleep 2gtr....very sweet...he said our relationship like uplevel d..but sudenly 2day he got meeting and need to go prai working very soon...im sad...im down...how?i dono what to do..

After woke up i watched movie with his mum...very nice the movie...quite funny...we both quite enjoy the movie...after that i start to feel dizzy..especialy when i sit on his bed i feel like the bed can turn around....and i feel like im goin to faint....dono why suddenly like this...

I whole day very down..i dowan bebe to go other place working...even he need to go i also hope that he can come bec evyday....donit 2 stay there....hmm.. ='(

Last nite we went to Shrlyn farewell....2nite just not a smooth nite 4 evybody....Jeff being punched by mickey again....thing are getting more complicated now as Jolyn n Ivan also said to be involved in this matter...hmm....after reached home me n ah be took few foto 2 gtr....then we cooked maggi mee...ah be cook nishiin noodle....ah be noe i love sausages...so he purposely put more 4 me...love u be...muackz...